igniting a bad disease

no time to vent. understand that there is life at the end of each chest. reach out, fall out. dont steal what you have not yet earned. its so easy to take a life, just like its so easy to quit yours. think before you act something we all seemed to fail at. but what to do? half of the time i feel like im through. like this world is too much for me i cant take it please let me fail it. where is the strength in that? everyday theres 100% in me and at the end of the day i have barely enough to stay alive.

for humanity! lets see how far this can go. lets write down a passage and see which way our hearts will grow. and if we arent friends tomorrow then i understand that all things dont live to the very end. and that we all must move on with what we have. sometimes some of us are better off dead. this is a known fact, that its impossible to run out of friends. while others are with you in touch. others are with you in heart. for those who laugh and dont understand. its only because they have no heart to live. "like man its hopeless for them to continue on. i feel bad for their soul. its so corrupt and unholy. sometimes i dont think that they will follow the light or even last through the night."

in the evening when everything is calm and at ease. i notice the fact that im running out of air to breathe. what i notice more is everyone i know is moving on and grabbing a piece of this world while theres still some left. only i dont know what to grab only because i feel like im too young and too strong minded. so before you take apart the rest of this world, let me just get my point across. in the end when your world is as shiny as a star and all of your dreams come true. you will live healthy till the end of your days, and on that day when your all old and gray. you look back and think. "where has my life gone?" the part of this world that you've been stealing from will fall flat on the floor. the world of corruption that you stole from will shine through your eyes, just before they shut . and all greed from your heart will pour out of your veins onto the basement floor. your star of life will go out. for you will truly die alone. for all the greed and bones you stole.

thats a life that doesnt seem worth living for.